I really like it when Dawnie does her Truthful Tuesdays and so I’m going to try to do it as often as I can. Count it as part of my therapy.
My truths this week:
*I am terrified by the changes in my Rheumatoid Arthritis flares and symptoms. I am counting the days until I can see the new rheumatologist and praying they will be able to help me.
*I feel like I’m not as good of a friend as others are to me.
*While I’m excited to be beginning therapy, I’m nervous to be delving into some unresolved issues. I’ve worked so well at stuffing things down, it’s scary to bring them back to the surface.
*I am looking forward to a chat with Tracie tomorrow with child-like excitement. I’ve missed her face dearly.
*I have a few new projects, but they involve putting myself out there a bit more. I’m scared of rejection and have been procrastinating HARD.
*I am so ready to be done with these steroids. My face is puffy and I want to eat everything in sight.
*I REALLY want pizza for dinner tonight.